Saturday, September 27, 2008

Loneliness....

I am all alone, all to myself,
I sit at the corner of the bed.
And think about the promises that were made,
Made to be broken.
I think of those late night talks,
And those words of love,
Which were all fake.
Now you have left me,
And i am all alone, all to myself.
Forgetting you is not my cup of tea,
But you have sipped yours.
I remember about speaking of death,
Hearing it you would fight.
But now you don't even see that i am dying a thousand deaths everyday.
I always thought love was divine,
But now i know its not.
It is pain in disguise.
And now the tears have dried, but the pain still strikes.
You silently left me all alone,
I could'nt even understand that....
I waited for you, 
Then i understood you would'nt come
And now that i know you are too far to reach out.
You are happy, but i am not.
I still search the pages of my past,
Trying to find where i went wrong.
Now i understand.....
I was'nt wrong,
It was my fate which was wrong....
And, thus,
Am all alone and all to myself.................